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umm...i'm dorr....the younger sis.....i had a very bad day today....haiz haiz haiz...my dog.....my dog..he died!!wat shld i do?!?!i'm in a mess today....i dunno wat to do now...i'm so confused.....haiz.....he died of heart failure.....i dunno wat the heck is that but i hate it...they said at 3 pm he was still active n playing n they went out,when they came back,they found my dear choco breathless wif his eyes wide open...his body was not moving cos he was not breathing...he totally stop breathing...omg....i was finished wif my church program when suddenly,they called me n told me wat happen...they asked fer the hospital number...i asked my mom...she said my brother called them to tell them the number....i was very tensed...i dunno wat to do....wat can i do.....after awhile,i received a call frm mom...she was crying n she told me choco died.................................................................................................................tears were rolling down my cheeks rapidly....i din noe wat to do.....choco had died...he died he died.....i did not wan2 go to the hospital n c him for the last time cos i was afraid once i c him,i'll collapse...................but i was crying....my fren was comforting me but..........omg i'm going to cry again.....for the past 3 hrs,my face was wet n full of tears....wat should i do?!?! i went to visit him yesterday,n when we left,they said he cried when we left....i kept looking at him though i was reaching the end of the corridor....i was feeling happy for him cos he's safe in that family...he gets to sleep in an aircon room every night....he was obedient....n at the end of the corridor,i gave a last glance n i went down the stairs....the owner named fara....she was holding choco's paw n was waving to us...it seemed like choco was waving.....wif his little soft paw.....that was the last i ever saw of him....he died today...his eyes were wide open..i'm sure he din go peacefully...he was biting his tongue...it seems its reli tough n tiring....his heart failed to function....n he died....juz like that.....mom went to the hospital n my brother went too....he took last pictures of him n send it to me.....choco din die peacefully....he was reluctant to go......he had feelings.....when we left yesterday,fara told us that choco even cried....choco teared when we left....the next morning which was today,he even went to smell at the places we sat on yesterday.....i reli miss him.....he din 4get us.....he knew it was us....we took care of him for 1 yr 2 months.....they took care of him for 2 weeks....choco was a gift in my life.....a wonderful gift.....reli wonderful.....i wonder where he is now....i asked my sister where was his soul....she said he did not have any soul....when he dies,he's juz gone....no soul.....he cant go to heaven or hell or remain on earth....juz no soul...its juz nothing....where is his life?where?!?!?!?!she says he has gt no life...not like human....we have souls to go to heaven or hell....but dogs?no....no....nowhere to go....juz nothing now.....i need tissues...i'm tearing again.....i dinoe that life without him can be so scary n torturing.....though i'm not taking care of him but i was his last owner.....he was a present frm my mom.....he was my dog.....but now he's gone....gone....gone 4ever.....he cant come back.....he died so unpeacefully wif his eyes wide open......i dunno wat the heck should i do now.....i juz wish that time will turn back.....i din cherish him when he was alive n now he's dead,oni do i realise that he plays an important role in my life....now without him,i feel so useless.....i teached him sit,leave it,shake hand n bang....bang is when i will use my hand as a gun n say bang den he will lie down n pretend to be dead....i performed the trick juz yesterday.....i din expect him to reli be dead the next day.......17 june 2005 at night bout 9.30pm.....that was the last time i saw him.....last time he's alive n i saw him....but now....his body will be cremated tmr.....wif other dogs.....there will never exist another dog that can replace choco in my heart....choco,juz wanna let u noe that i love u.....where r u?can u come back to me?i missed u so much.....don leave us all....pls....love u....
*dorr*miss choco.....
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